It must admit. It has been a weird day.
A general feeling of weirdness has permeated the last few days, but today, it has seemed the worst. I suppose it all started when I walked out the door this morning and the air smelled like death.
Then somebody at work asked if the pancakes were pancakes...I mean, really.
Then we saw a dead rat on break. It was just laying on the sidewalk, eerily staring at us in a lifeless way.
Then I dropped a light bulb in the house and freaked out in terror over mercy poisoning.
Then there was a raccoon in the warehouse at work.
Then later tonight there was a car accident in front of our apartment. It was horribly loud and everyone was screaming. I thought someone had died. But everyone was okay. But still... it was so horrible. I seriously could not imagine being a policeman or rescue person. I admit...I am not strong enough to face the terror they see everyday. To live with such constant unpleasantness and human tragedy...
Oh they have my great respect! They truly are heroes in a way I could never be.
So today, my nerves are fried. Some days I suppose must be like that. I must just remind myself that everything will okay. God is in control of everything. And really... life could be so much worse. I almost went out for a walk. I am so glad I didn't.What if I had been crossing the intersection when that happened?
To say the least, I am very ready for our vacation in two weeks.....
Sigh.
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